My Own Pity Party!

These past few days I've been feeling very very bad. I have a cold I guess, so my nose is "running" like crazy (being totally stuffed at the same time), my throat is sore, my head feels like 100kg, my eyes are itching and of course I have a fever too, fortunately not very high. Normally I would not nag for a cold, but in addition to my whole situation, it is really unbearable!

Yesterday was the worse day. I could barely eat or talk. As you already know I have a major speech/voice problem, so not being able to breath properly because of the cold, blocked my speech even more. Therefore, it was definitely a perfect day for a "pity-party"!! You don't know what a "pity-party" is?...lol: A way of experiencing grief, in which you spend your time feeling sorry for yourself and whining endlessly about how crappy your life is. So yes, yesterday was a whole day pity partayyy for me, whoo hoo, yay pure Fun:)

Well, for a successful P.P. like mine, you need to use the following 3 Ws: The WHY, the WISH and the WANT. How to use them? It's so simple...Read and learn:

WHY - Why me? Why did this had to happen? Why now? Why me?(not wrong, you just repeat this one, it's a party animal) Why all this suffering? Why did my life had to be destroyed? Why did he leave me? Why didn't I do this 'n that when I could? Why do I look like that? Why me? (again!)...
WISH - I wish I was dead / Ι wish this was a nightmare and / I wish I would wake up healthy and strong / I wish this ends tomorrow / I wish I could forgive / I wish I could walk a block / I wish I could sing... Hmmm, the WISHs kinda overlap with the WANTs, so I continue:
WANT - I want to scream / I want to run on the beach / I want to walk my dog / I want to have a job and feel useful / I want to meet a real man to love me and stand by me / I want to go out for drinks with my friends / I want to cook for my parents / I want to go shopping with my niece / I want to go for a bike-ride with my older nephew / I want to hold up my baby-nephew / I want to swim / I want to travel / I want to be independent / I want to drive a car / I want to dress up without assistance / I want to be happy / I want to have a life...! 

Today I was a little better, so my precious P.P. ended. Not that I don't have the above thoughts anymore, but I try to be positive and add one more W in my mind...the "WILL".

You know, just replace the I WANT with I WILL and there you go...the perfect Pity Party Crasher is born ;)

Image from: http://www.fartparty.org/2008/04/22/pity-party/