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Monday, August 2, 2010

New Treatment - Day 40 & A Dream...

I really don't have much to write as an update...Things are (irritably) stable... Due to a technical issue my results from IGeneX need 10 more days to be ready. I want to see the results first and then decide on the SPECT. I can go to Istanbul 4-20 of August to have it there, or wait till mid-September to have it here in Athens. We will see... Still no major herx reaction yet. I'm just weak and tired and I sleep a lot during the day, since I cannot sleep early at night. Maybe it's because I messed up my medication doses....I was SO upset a couple of days ago, when I suddenly realized that I've been taking 1 Malarone a day, instead of 2, and half the daily dose of Doxy (Vibramycin)..!!!!! Well, this can happen when you have to remember everything by yourself AND be sick at the same time. I am x-tra careful now, because the last thing I need is to be lagged back on treatment.

Lately I am having very strange dreams as well as many of them! I don't know if its the drugs, but every time I sleep I have a very very weird dream..lol...When I wake up I try to understand if there is a meaning behind it...usually there is not...but last night's dream made me feel something strong and positive. I will share it with you because I would love to hear your (any) comments on it:

I was attending a wedding with some friends. I don't remember who was getting married or which friends were with me. I was healthy of course (as in all of my dreams) and we were all inside a very shallow and calm sea! The ceremony was taking place into this shallow sea...The water was warm and knee-high. Suddenly, I turn my head and see a HUGE tsounami-like wave, slowly coming towards us from far away. I screamed and started running really fast out of the sea, the beach, through a village, until I found a building with many stairs, so I started climbing up the steps. I was rather high up the building when I saw a door, opened it, and an old man appeared and said "Your friends went this way". In fact, there was only one way, but I felt I had to check if it was the right way to go. So, I stopped and stayed still for a while. I looked around and everything was quiet. I looked down and saw the wave had become small and started heading to the opposite direction. I felt immediately safe and happy and continued my way, the only way, the way my friends went, walking not running anymore!

I don't know much about dreams interpretation, so any help is welcome! I can handle bad news too, but I cannot believe this could be a bad dream :)
Well, I'm heading to bed now...I wonder what will be on Georgia's t.v. tonight...

4 comments:

  1. well ... it is normal to see a tsounami cause this is your disease .. the way you reacted is the way you deal with the problems - you run until something make you stop for a while and tell you to think .. and see that anything seems biger than it is if you look at it from another height(i know that the period of your life right now it is biger than a tsounami) and feel safer to know that friends choose the way you would choose - that is why there is only one way ;)
    and that you get calmer when you have more hopes - the tsounami going back = problems going away = back to normal again

    the old man is only old because we believe that older persons are wiser and we trust them...
    the weding is something good,nice,warm..maybe what you want to feel again ..

    but that's only how i see it not what it really means :)

    though it is a peacefull dream after all - i always wake up before i can see the happy end ... ;)

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  2. I dont know how to interpret dreams... But I do know that you are well on your way to recovery. IGeneX, then SPECT, then you get 100% well and we party just like I promised you ;)

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  3. 'I felt immediately safe and happy'!!!I thing what u felt, is the only truth!!!Your friends always show to you the right way.... standing by you and loving you Geo!!!Keep your spirit up and fight!!!you will be the winner.:)))Xxxxxxxxxx

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  4. Weronika thanks so much...this is how I saw it too...we agree as usual sweety!! Eisai koukla:)

    Stelio u know I love you and I feel so lucky that you came into my life!!!! So, Partayy and karaTEYYYY xixi;)

    Constantina mou eisai thysavros k s'efxaristo pou eisai "edo" gia mena!!

    Kisses to all :)

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