I really don't have much to write as an update...Things are (irritably) stable... Due to a technical issue my results from IGeneX need 10 more days to be ready. I want to see the results first and then decide on the SPECT. I can go to Istanbul 4-20 of August to have it there, or wait till mid-September to have it here in Athens. We will see... Still no major herx reaction yet. I'm just weak and tired and I sleep a lot during the day, since I cannot sleep early at night. Maybe it's because I messed up my medication doses....I was SO upset a couple of days ago, when I suddenly realized that I've been taking 1 Malarone a day, instead of 2, and half the daily dose of Doxy (Vibramycin)..!!!!! Well, this can happen when you have to remember everything by yourself AND be sick at the same time. I am x-tra careful now, because the last thing I need is to be lagged back on treatment.
Lately I am having very strange dreams as well as many of them! I don't know if its the drugs, but every time I sleep I have a very very weird dream..lol...When I wake up I try to understand if there is a meaning behind it...usually there is not...but last night's dream made me feel something strong and positive. I will share it with you because I would love to hear your (any) comments on it:
I was attending a wedding with some friends. I don't remember who was getting married or which friends were with me. I was healthy of course (as in all of my dreams) and we were all inside a very shallow and calm sea! The ceremony was taking place into this shallow sea...The water was warm and knee-high. Suddenly, I turn my head and see a HUGE tsounami-like wave, slowly coming towards us from far away. I screamed and started running really fast out of the sea, the beach, through a village, until I found a building with many stairs, so I started climbing up the steps. I was rather high up the building when I saw a door, opened it, and an old man appeared and said "Your friends went this way". In fact, there was only one way, but I felt I had to check if it was the right way to go. So, I stopped and stayed still for a while. I looked around and everything was quiet. I looked down and saw the wave had become small and started heading to the opposite direction. I felt immediately safe and happy and continued my way, the only way, the way my friends went, walking not running anymore!
I don't know much about dreams interpretation, so any help is welcome! I can handle bad news too, but I cannot believe this could be a bad dream :)
Well, I'm heading to bed now...I wonder what will be on Georgia's t.v. tonight...